What should I do to enjoy my worship?
I had an incident months ago and I was going to lose my faith, delusions followed me. I have less faith in my prayers, I used to pray and think on my own, but I can't get the old taste in my prayers. I deal with knowledge, I read books, it increases my contemplation a little, but it is not very effective. Can you show me a way?
This happens to many people, life is full of ups and downs. If you don't get stuck with it and keep moving forward, it will pass, biiznillah. If you get stuck, the devil can bring you down from this point and you may never come back. Look at it with this logic. Carry on as if nothing happened. Worship. Learn knowledge, even if it is a word, but do not engage in internal discussions with yourself such as "it should have been like this, it wasn't like that...". Biiznillah, you will see that you relax and reach more exciting days than before.